I was sat by the window in our tour bus watching the rain that was pouring down outside. A single rain drop slid down the glass pane as did a tear roll down my cheek i wiped it away as i thought of her the girl i loved with all my heart and still do how i let her go i don't know but i wish i hadn't i want her back to hold her in my arms at night, touch her lips, run my fingers through her long blonde hair gaze into her deep blue eyes and let the world just pass me by another tear rolled down my cheek. "Lee mate are you alright" Duncan said sitting down next to me "I want her back" i said looking at Duncan with wet eyes he sighed "Lee you've gotta get over her or back with her" he replied and got back up. Easier said then done i thought and felt angry towards Duncan but mainly towards myself for letting her slip through my fingers. The tour bus stopped outside the hotel where we would be staying for a couple of days suprisingly there were no fans waiting outside i didn't really feel like facing any fans today i didn't want to fake a smile and pretend to be happy. I grabbed my stuff and followed the lads into the hotel lobby. Collected my room key and head to it. I got in and chucked my stuff down led on the bed and starred ahead at the white painted celling...

MEANWHILE...

"Haley do you think i did the right thing" i asked with my head hung low "well the way i see it is,Lee cheated on you with that slut Kim so you did the right thing by getting rid of that two timing love rat" i sighed heavily "then why do i feel so bad i love him Haley and i can't shake this feeling that the fling with Kim was all lies because she was jealous of what i had with Lee" i cried "oh Linzi now i don't know what to think now you've put it that way" Haley said putting her arm around me "I've gotta go now Hun promise me you won't do anything stupid" she said getting up and slipping her coat on "i won't" i giggled as i let her out i shut the door and ran upstairs to my room i tripped up and fell on my bedroom floor "ouch" i said rubbing my knee i looked at what i had tripped over Lee's shirt his favourite shirt i picked it up and went over to my bed i led down and cried into it...!

-Lee-

I got up off of the bed and stripped down to my boxers turned off the light and climbed into the bed i soon drifted off into a deep sleep and began to dream...

~*~*~* I was walking along a dimly lit path in the park i heard someone call my name i turned around and saw Linzi her face was tear stained and i saw pain in her eyes "how could you do this to me Lee i thought you loved me" she said "do what?" i asked not knowing what she was on about "sleep with kim how could you" she slapped me across the face "don't come near me again its over Lee" she said and ran off out of site i tried running after her but my legs felt like led had i really just heard the words i dreaded to hear from the love of my life "its over Lee"~*~*~*

 I woke up shaking and sweating all over i had just re-seen the worst day of my life the day i let her go. I got up and went over to the balcony doors i opened them and stepped out feeling the midnight air come across my face ''i miss you Linzi i want you back so bad" i said quietly. A few tear drops fell from my eyes thinking back to that day my life was broken down because of a lie from an evil jealous bitch Kim. I looked up at the starry sky and said a silent prayer before returning to my bed to try and get some more sleep after a few minutes i drifted off into an uneasy sleep. "COME ON LEE" I heard someone shout whilst banging on my door "OK I'LL BE DOWN IN TEN MINUTES" I shouted back realising it was Duncan i heard his foot steps walk away and proceeded in getting ready as i remembered we had an interview to do today.

"Finally" Antony joked as i join them in the lobby i just rolled my eyes at him and walked out to the awaiting car. We arrived at planet pop shortly after and began the interview it went well until the journalist asked "Lee you and your long term relationship with top model Linzi Norton ended a few weeks ago, but why? you two seemed so much i love" I froze trying to think of a reason to tell the jounalist without breaking down into tears i sighed as i told the truth of what happened but i couldn't help breaking down into tears... That was all we had to do for that day which was lucky because i don't think i'd of been able to keep myself together.

-Duncan-

I felt sorry for Lee, Linzi was his life and now she was gone its like his life's been taken away from him. I have to do something to help him i thought for a moment then picked up my mobile and dialed Haley's number she was Linzi's best mate and a mate of mine to "hello" she answered "hey Haley its Duncan" "oh hello Duncan babe how are you" she asked "i'm fine i just called to ask do you know if Linzi still love's Lee" "way to much she misses him she wants him back but you know what those two are like they won't go to one another so what we gonna do to get them back together and mend their broken hearts?" Haley said and asked "well i could get Lee to go for a walk with me and i could lead him to the park near you and you do the same with linzi then we just leave them there to sort things out" i suggested "great idea Duncan but when?" Haley asked "in about an hour we've got some time off today" i answered "great see ya then bye" haley said and put the phone down hopefully this will work.

-Lee-

I heard a knock on my door i opened it to see Duncan  stood there "hey Dunc" i said glumly "get your coat Lee we're going for a walk and i ain't taking no for an answer" i didn't feel like arguing so i got my coat and followed slowly behind Duncan looking at the ground.

-Haley-

I'd gotten Linzi out of the house after much convincing that some fresh air would do her some good i saw Duncan as we reached our destination he turned to say something to lee then walked away i turned to Linzi "i'm just going to get an ice cream wait here ok" i said she nodded not looking up from the ground. I walked away leaving her only a few feet away from lee the we're both looking  at the ground all's they had to do was look up. Lee looked up and starred at Linzi say something Lee i thought in my head "Haley" i heard Duncan call behind me i turned around and walked over to the bench where he was sat.

-Lee-

I starred ahead gobsmacked the love of my life was just a few metres away from me somehow i got the feeling Duncan had planned this "Linzi" i said she looked up "Lee" she said looking at me with red eyes she must of been crying "i never slept with Kim she made it all up please say you'll have me back" i sid blinking back tears she walked slowly up to me and hugged me "i'm sorry Lee i was a bitch for jumping to conclusions i should of known it was just one of Kims plans to split us up and she succeeded" Linzi cried in my arms "well she will lose now" Linzi looked up at me with a bemused expression on her face "Linzi will you marry me" i said "yes i will marry you Lee Ryan" she replied before our lips met and we kissed passionately "AWWW" i heard Duncan and Haley coo. "were you in on this" me an Linzi said at the same time they nodded in reply "thank-you" me and Linzi answered smiling...

"Stay with me" Linzi asked as we were walking back through the park i looked at Duncan "i'll tell Johnny where you are" he said "thanks Dunc" i said and walked away with Linzi to her house as soon as i sut the door i lifted her up and carried her to the bedroom where we made sweet love...

Linzi thanks for making me the happiest man in the world" i said as we cuddled in bed that night "well mr.Ryan thanks for making me the happiest girl in the world" she replied i kissed her shoulder and went to sleep.

THE NEXT MORNING...

When i woke up i had to pinch myself as i saw Linzi lying next to me i looked at her until she opened her eyes "morning my wife to be" i said and she giggled "morning babe" she said kissing me before getting up and slipping my shirt on i got up and went to follow her out of the room she turned and looked me up and down before saying "Lee don't you wanna put some clothes on" "well i would but a very sexy girl is wearing my shirt" i replied Linzi slipped it off of her and seeing her naked body turned me on i pulled her back into the room and laid her on the bed where we made love.

I got up off of her and put my jeans and shirt on she got up and slipped her dressing gown on then we made our way down stairs just when the paper fell to the floor on the front page was a picture of me and Linzi kissing in the park with the heading 'Back Together Forever' Linzi and i smiled at each other before kissing passionately.

A FEW WEEKS LATER...

Linzi and i had just annoced our engagement and by the next day nearly every paper across the world said 'Mr Lee Ryan and Miss Linzi Norton engaged to be married' i smiled to myself i still couldn't believe it was happening.

A YEAR LATER...

"OMG its my wedding day today and i'm so nervous but overjoyed at the same time" i was stood at the alter waiting for my gorgeous bride to come down the aisle the music started playing and then she appeared looking as beautiful as ever soon she was at my side and we took our vows "I now prononce you husband and wife you may kiss the bride" the minister said  i lifted the vail  and we sealed our marriage with a kiss...

-LINZI-

Me an Lee had been married a few months now and everytime i see Kim in the street i love nothing more then to see the envious look on her face.

Now i have a suprise for Lee, "Lee babe" i said as i sat next to him on the sofa "yes sweetie" he replied looking at me "i'm pregnant" i said calmly "OMG thats wonderful news" he said hugging me tightly "we have to tell everyone" he said picking up the phone and telling it to a newspaper well he did say everyone but i didn't think he'd go that far. Early the next morning a paper droped on the mat i picked it up and saw todays headliner 'The Ryan's Will Soon Be Hearing The Teeny-Tiny Patter Of Feet' i read the storie "Yesterday Lee Ryan annonced that his gorgeous wife Linzi Ryan will be expecting their first child he went on to say it will be one of many as we both wanta big family". "I love you" lee said wrapping his arms around me and reading the paper over my shoulder...

FIVE YEARS LATER...

Me and Lee were celebrating our 5th wedding annerversary in an unusual place of the hospital in the delivery room i was in the middle of giving birth to our second child our first child was a boy who we named Lewis he was staying with Lee's mum at the moment "ok one more push" the midwife said i gave one last powerful push then heard the cries of our baby "its a girl" the midwife said as she took her away to clear her throat and clean her up "I'm so proud of you Linzi" Lee said kissing the top of my head as the midwife placed our daughter in my arms "what you gonna call her" the midwife asked i looked up at lee and thn back down at our daughter "Chloe-Marie Ryan" Lee said "perfect" i answered as the midwife noted it down and walked away leaving Me,Lee and Chloe-Marie alone "Well i can definetly say she's the best wedding annerversary present Lee joked kissing the top of her head softly.